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When my sister shot her dog
I pretended not to be shocked.
She lives on a farm, she's supposed
to divide blood from flesh, seed
from chaff. She's supposed to judge.
But Jesus, she shot Max.
Max, who was longsuffering
incarnate, Christly, blind from lye.
He bumped into things, wagged.
Truth told, I've left parts out
so you'd love him a little:
How he clamped onto a smaller dog
and tore out its throat, hair and gore
clotted on the gravel drive.
Confused or murderous, does it matter?
There is Isabel to think of,
tiny Isabel who is friend to goose,
friend to dog, likely to reach
into the maw of his blindness.
I am sure my sister wept
as she sighted Max in.
Still it stops my breath
that such a dog can go unforgiven,
or that forgiveness
can be aimed like a gun. Maybe
I need hardening,
like the man across the bus aisle
who has chambered a bullet
in the cartilage of his ear,
stood it there like a middle finger
or a stone at the mouth of a tomb
to keep love in, death out.